The Breakup

You know that feeling when you break up with someone...how you know it's done but then you spend a day or two focusing on the good stuff and have moments when you want to go back. That's where I am mentally with my relationship with food - that's where I am at day 11 of my 14 day liquid diet leading to surgery on Monday. I feel like I know the obsession is over - the negative relationship I have had with food my whole life. We've been separated now for 11 days and although I find myself reminiscing about its pleasures, I know deep down inside of me that it is over.