The Dark of Night

Here in my area, we got snow for Halloween and that led to cracking and breaking and falling of trees that were heavy from still having leaves.  This is really exciting because THIS led to me having no power for 8 days - EIGHT DAYS.  They were a long 8 days.... but as my friend said, sometimes we have to disconnect to make a connection with ourselves.  And instead of falling apart in my high strung frustration, I focused on taking each day for what it was.  Lest you think me too new age, I also did some retail therapy.  This therapy produced a pair of size 6 jeans from American Eagle Outfitters.  GO ON WITH YOUR BAD SELF.  It kind of feels surreal and honestly, now I have a size 10 wardrobe I need to unload.  I weighed myself today, which is two days late, but I weight 152.2 lbs.  I have absolutely no idea why I am losing weight again but I will take it.  150 is my revised goal I guess.  Will you all remind me of that?  Even my therapist (who is the addiction specialist who works with bariatric patients at NYU) told me that I look a little thin.  Another weird, out of body moment.  I'm a fat girl, remember dude?