Saturday, January 28, 2012

I feel fat

OMG... I remember how annoyed I would get listening to skinny friends say they felt fat.  It was so incredibly tedious, I often felt like I wanted to come out of my skin.  I mean seriously, how can you weigh 140 lbs, be standing next to me who weighs 286 lbs, and be honestly complaining that you feel fat.

NEWS FLASH:  FEELING FAT IS RELATIVE

Who would have thunk?? 

I feel fat this week.  Seriously, I do.  I also feel stupid and ungrateful for even putting it into print.  I weigh 139 lbs less than I did two years ago, yet I swear, I feel fat today.  And if I say it out loud, any one around me is like WHAT?!?!?! 

What is this phenomenon?  I guess it is water weight - the normal fluctuations in our own bodies - and our sensitivity to it.  But why, as women, are we conditioned to freak out?  To comment on it?  To obsess about it?  How can I even spend a day feeling deflated about it?  I am not fat.  I just feel bloated - or heavier - or something other than FAT.  I was FAT.  I am no longer FAT.  Give it a rest already....

5 comments:

  1. I know what you mean, I actually lost 3+ pounds this week and still looked at my face in the mirror and thought I looked heavier this week. Blargh!

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  2. I had the opposite happen today..I felt super skinny and got on the scale weighing 5 pounds up from Wednesday? Wtf!

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  3. Im going thru the same thing, I was 139 lbs in December and got the lovely "bounce back" weight this month and now going between 143-146 and I feel fat at this weight, crazy how we think now LOL

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  4. Yes, I remember 20 years ago when I was "skinny" that I wasn't good enough and needed to look better.

    And right now I am feeling fat. And that's because I'm not at a good place with my eating.

    So I guess I better get my act together so I can think good thoughts.

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  5. Ohh… These are probably psychological effects too! Whatever a person thinks may reflect on his or her appearance… I guess we also have to feel great every day to look our best! :D

    Hirshel Donnelly

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