Monday, June 6, 2011

Stress Non-Eater

I've always maintained that I was not a stress eater but a former over eater - and I can now know that for sure. The last two weeks of my life have been a living hell - an emotional roller coaster. I went days without eating but I am slowly getting back on track. Trying to force in calories and protein in spite of the fact that I have absolutely no interest. No hunger and no interest.
I have lost a lot of weight in these last two weeks. But it is not good weight loss. I need to slow down the train a little and focus. I have not been to the gym, my favorite place, since last week. Today, that all changes and I am picking myself up and getting on with my life. What is meant to happen, will happen - and I will continnue to take care of myself and continue on this journey.
All this crap aside, I now weigh 172 pounds - that's 12 pounds to goal. My band anniversary is July 26 so I am more than optimistic about meeting me goal at this point. I am solidly a size 10 and now can imagine seriously that I will be a size 8 when all is said and done. It's unreal honestly.

Have I said that I love my band lately? Well, I do.

Here's a birthday pic - my 39th was on May 31. (Also, check under comparison pics because I posted one from my birthday last year.)
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  1. Molly I'm so very sorry about the stressful personal time you are going through. That which doesn't kill us makes us stronger right? (and thinner YOU!!! hee hee)

    You look absolutely f'ing amazing. I'm so very proud of what you've accomplished this past year. Keep your chin up, concentrate on getting your calories in and your protein. You'll come through this stronger.

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