So, doc cancelled. Turns out docs can get sick - I go next week.
Also, I am abandoning the weekly weigh in - there's no point.... I am down .2. No movement is good at this point. Holding is beautiful. I will post my weight once a month. This is for life right? Then why obsess anymore?
Instead, I will go back to waxing philosophical on the mental game that is weight loss. That's much more fun anyway ;)
Friday, January 13, 2012
Thursday, January 12, 2012
Unfill
Going to NYU in a couple of hours and I am very nervous. It's funny. I am trying to figure out why. I don't want to gain weight. I don't want to go back. As tight as I am and as much as I still struggle to avoid PBing, I don't know what will happen after an unfill. Keep you posted ;)
On another note, went to Ann Taylor to buy a suit. SIZE 4. Yes, you read that right. I am a size freaking 4 in my new suit. It is actually ridiculous - they must run big right??? My hubby came with me and he was really really supportive which was nice. It was the first time in my life that I could try on anything and ended up picking a suit because it looked great rather than, "Hey, it fits." Memorable moments....
The time has also come to do my breast lift. I am going on February 8 for the final consultation. I really cannot stand this part of my body anymore and I have to take action rather than sitting around and lamenting something that could so easily and quickly be remedied. This is 2012 and I am living this year for me. And ME wants new boobs ;)
On another note, went to Ann Taylor to buy a suit. SIZE 4. Yes, you read that right. I am a size freaking 4 in my new suit. It is actually ridiculous - they must run big right??? My hubby came with me and he was really really supportive which was nice. It was the first time in my life that I could try on anything and ended up picking a suit because it looked great rather than, "Hey, it fits." Memorable moments....
The time has also come to do my breast lift. I am going on February 8 for the final consultation. I really cannot stand this part of my body anymore and I have to take action rather than sitting around and lamenting something that could so easily and quickly be remedied. This is 2012 and I am living this year for me. And ME wants new boobs ;)
Friday, January 6, 2012
Weigh In Day
Today's Weight: 147.4 lbs (up .2 since December 23)
AND THIS ROCKS because that was Christmas, the holiday week, New Year's.... An SV if you will ;)
Very happy about this number, very happy that I seem to have settled in. Now I question whether I should have the unfill - but I am keeping the appointment and will let good ole' Doctor Fielding decide.
AND THIS ROCKS because that was Christmas, the holiday week, New Year's.... An SV if you will ;)
Very happy about this number, very happy that I seem to have settled in. Now I question whether I should have the unfill - but I am keeping the appointment and will let good ole' Doctor Fielding decide.
Monday, January 2, 2012
2012
I'm gonna be 40 this year - and I am okay with that ;) This is going to be my year - my year to be me, the authentic me, me without my padding, me without other people's crap, ME.
Thursday, December 29, 2011
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