Period is gone and so is the 4 pounds I held last week. I have lost 101.4 lbs. Here's my stats update from FitDay:
I am a little in shock. I never imagined losing 50 pounds never mind more than 100. Sure, they said it was possible, but it's me we're talking about, right? But I look at this stats sheet and I am amazed. For 38 weeks straight, I have averaged 2.34 lbs lost. I am really proud of that number most - because honestly, that's the thing I could never do on my own. Stick with it. Stay the course. Do it week after week. And the last line makes me happy too - my personal goal is to hit my goal weight of 160 by July 26 - my first band anniversary. And it looks possible!
Throughout this journey, I have kind of felt really present for the first time in my life. Like I had a goal and I worked on it actively every day. And things moved along. I wasn't focused too much on the future or the past, but active in my present. This week I have kind of felt a little lost. My present is the unknown and honestly, success that is not career-related is also the unknown. This is when I really need to try to come to terms with me - who I am today. Not who I was. Not who I will be. But who I am at this very moment. It is a difficult task. I feel a little lost at sea. No familiar anchor to cling to.
Don't feel lost at sea...feel the like the world is at your disposal. Proud!
ReplyDeleteYou are such an inspiration Molly! I sorta feel that lost at sea feeling right now. I know where I want to go...I have an idea of when it's reasonable to get there, but the part of me right now is still saying..."Your clothes are too big, we cannot really afford interim clothes either...stick it out you'll get there!" Who I am right now sorta doesn't exist. Hmmm maybe I should make a post on my own blog about that.
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