I haven't been to the gym in about 2 weeks - going back tomorrow. Total slacker. Life has a way of distracting us from living. I am trying to focus on me and on meeting my own needs and listening to my inner child. One thing I realized with my therapist is that I like to punish myself. I used to do that with food. Now I have found a new way to punish myself, and that seems to be through creating drama in my relationship with my husband. Not like he doesn't help that along, but I think I am realizing that I think I deserve to be punished. Having the surgery eliminated that method of self-flagellation - and this gets expressed now in other ways. So I need to focus on this - loving myself and taking care of myself. Creating a life that I deserve.
Here's a pic from Friday night - little blurry!
I love olives and cheese too! I'm still in the losing phase though so I moderate them both!
ReplyDeleteI absolutely love that pic of you! So pretty!!
Olives and cheese..mmmmm! You look great! I too am dealing with self punishment issues...thus going back to therapy on Friday. :)
ReplyDeleteYou look great.
ReplyDeleteOlives and cheese are staples of mine as well. . . because they go so well with wine :)