Thursday, August 18, 2011

Stabilize?

I have lost 2 pounds in the last week.  I did not have an unfill last week when I saw my surgeon.

Personally, I have decided to continue to 152 or 153 lbs and then have a slight unfill.  That means 5 more pounds.  This would leave me with a nice lifetime window of 150-155 and would also put me squarely into a healthy BMI range.  I am not telling anyone but you guys though.  I just feel like I want to hang out - see what happens.  Not have people ask me - or worry about me - or warn me about how skinny is too skinny.  This even leaves some room for the weight loss projected by the plastic surgeon. 

Trust me, I am in a place I never imagined being.  Contemplating my ideal weight....I mean, it's ludacris no?  I have been over 200 lbs since I was 18 years old.  Yup, that's like 22 years....  I never in my wildest imagination thought I would have a conversation like this with myself.  But I'm here...  and apparently in order to maintain, you have to have a maintenance weight goal ;)

Maintainers out there??  Did you have an unfill to stabilize your weight??

3 comments:

  1. What a wonderful time for you! I'm so excited that you have this delightful decision ahead of you. Congrats on the healthy BMI!!

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  2. thats awesome that you are at that point. I look forward to seeing how your unfill goes for maintanace :)

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  3. what a great feeling that must be!!

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